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Saturday, 27 December 2014

1st IUI journal and pricing

IUI $450
Semen analysis $80
His quantity and quality dropped
Motility maintains at borderline 60%
Morphology improved from 80 to 85%
Wifey ubat $130
-metformin 2000mg daily
Hubby ubat $240
-migrate q10
Puregon injection 130mcg $220
Monitor follicles via ultrasound $30
Right follicle 1.1cm
Left follicle 1.0cm
Still need to get puregon shot 180mcg $220
Vagina insert pill $25
Monitor follicles via vaginal ultrasound
Didnt come, because I started using vagina pill a bit late
Assigned for IUI, but didnt come coz no money left LOL =p
and I have no idea hows my follicles are right now.
and I have no idea when I ovulate.
and I have no intention to have sex.
I feel so useless :)
hehe bye

Thursday, 25 December 2014

IUI #1

Just finished my period i am now on day 4.
Yup....we opt to do IUI this cycle :)
Hubby's semen analysis result turns out great eventhough his sperm count decreased to 65million from 270million. His motility is at a borderline, 60%. And his morphology shows an improvement from 80 to 85%.
This cycle my dose for metformin has been increased from 500mg to 2000mg. Clomid ane decan as usual. On the 27th will get my injection not sure what kind of injection that is. Today my plan is to berurut arah babu hjh masna. But she ia yet to reply my msgs.
I dont know. I guess this is the best for us. If the first IUI does not bring any success then we gonna continue until 5 attempts before we proceed to ivf.
Oh yea, we are gonna do IUI with dr avinash from lee clinic. Costs us more than $1k already hehe but hopefully it is worth it!
In sha Allah!

Sunday, 30 November 2014


Sorry for the long absent.
Here's the update:
hehe but Im cool.
Went to see babu hjh masnah and i was beibg told that my uterus was tilted to the right. This is caused by my previous miscarriages.
Now it's back to its normal position so we are hoping for the best to occur :D
Oh yea...Allah is the best of planners.
The teachers are now enjoying their sweet holidays for about a month plus.
If i happen to conceive this month then i get to enjoy my morning sickness on my bed for the entire month. Ahaha dreaming.
Oh well...we shall see.

Tuesday, 14 October 2014

Not even pregnant lol

After my weird cycle, i finally saw a tint of bloody discharge this evening. FUCK :) heheheheheh ahahshahHh

Im gonna do re-induction again after this, need to lose more weight. This time, to protect and improve my immune system, im gonna take in Spirulina from Elken, drink more water and  sleep well (yea right..)

Atkins, here we go again!

Update: I dint do Atkins and didnt eat spirulina. k bye.

Sunday, 28 September 2014

I am so depressed

For not having a baby yet

Wednesday, 24 September 2014

pissed off haha

Ok. This cycle is a bit weird.
1) I dreamed of holding my baby Maria. so many realistic BFPs in my dreams
2) OPKs were dark, but no progress to becoming a positive
3) Pelvic pressure
4) bleeding and spotting (maybe because I cough too hard)
5) bleeding after sex (WTH??)

so i went to the emergency. They checked urine PT. Negative. They checked my blood for HCG. Still Negative. Fuck my body! For the previous 2 months I got back my regular periods (28 days) but this month is a heck! My OPKs are running out and no positive yet. DAMN girl !!! It's been 2 weeks tho since I had my fever, sore throat, flu and cough. Maybe this is what causing the delay !!! MAYBE JUST MAYBE !!!!!!!!! Stopped using FURMON. My next effort is to consume PURE HONEY I bought from my mum. and im gonna drink TONS of coffee after this. I didnt end up being pregnant when I stopped my caffeine intake. I know so many ppl who drank so much coffee and they are heavy smokers as well, but hell they can get pregnant SO EASILY. Not Fair!!!!!!! eVEN low carbs diet made me SICK like shit !

It has been 2 years and 3 months already. AND we are still waiting !@@!!WZ21p2345G6W3764U

Friday, 19 September 2014

Cycle Day 22

Still having my sore throat, flu, bad cough, bit of fever, headache and bit of toothache (or shall i say gumache)

Yesterday : cycle day 22
Today : cycle day 23

After i coughed my organs out yesterday i noticed a brown discharge which was too early for a period, too early for an implantation bleeding and too weird to hv it as an ovulation bleeding because i never got this before.

So i googled, most of them said and found out that they were pregnant.

If i recall, yes my previous cycle was from hell. Positive hpt before period and after period.

Then last nigt at around 8.30pm i tested for opk, and it was dark! Not dark enough for a positive but it's almost positive!

This is very confusing.....why do i get a positive opk and spotting on the same day?...why??

Saturday, 13 September 2014

Cycle Day 17

No positive opk yet. Pf..

I caught a flu wet cough and a sorethroat yesterday. My wisdom tooth was really bothering as well.

So this morning i went to the dentist to get it extracted. My god...after the pull out and when thr anesthetic wore out, i caught a fever as well. Ate an icecream to deal with the throbbing pain, it worked temporarily but my throat would not thank me.

God knows how i feel. Checked temperature tonight, and it went up to 38.87!! Bear in mind what normal for me is 35.5!

So as usual, im using detox foot patch to reduce the heat by tmorrow. I rub vicks on my chest and throat. I drank hurix flucough. I drank many water so that i could feel better tomorrow. My throat is killing me!

No positive opk yet. I am so confused #cry

Sunday, 7 September 2014

Low carb Day 16 and Progress

Since today myhusband doesnt go out for fishing, im preparing just a simple breakfast for us since there are still so many household chores to finish.

Weight 94.2kg

-3 boiled eggs
-keropok lekor
-meatballs with tomato sauce dipping

-few sips of milo


-bubur kacang hijau

-1 cut watermelon and 1 thin cut honeydew

-small veggie kebab

-kuih jala kuning

-2 cucuk satay ayam


-almond and anchovy



Saturday, 6 September 2014

Yong clinic menglait

So i couldnt wait. I called Yong Clinic and asked for an ultrasound. They asked to come before 430pm.
I am now here. Given 3 cups of water to fill in my bladder. Now i am still waiting... only if i got the feeling to pee then i'll be asked to do the ultrasound.
I showed the PTs to this indian doctor. Seriously I am so not pleased by her treatment. Not that I do not expect to be treated likr a vip, but the way she talked to me was like she didnt wanna talk at all. She even disregard my PTs and said that they are all negatives. Wtf. According to it said a line is a line no matter how faint. What a bitch. Even if she was right, as a doctor you were trained to speak and explain to patients professionally.
If it is not because of the cheap price for ultrasound, I wouldnt bother to come back. Damn! Ok bye! Will give updates.
uterus seems fine and show nothing. Good news is, my Pcos is no longer bothering me! My ovaries are now super healthy! Thanks to furmon!
Then she asked to check PT. Bear in mind that time my urine was sooo diluted bcoz i drank a lot of water before the ultrasound. They are using the most sensitive test from Singapore it even can detect Hcg from diluted urine. And it came out NEGATIVE.
Whatever! I still trust my body and my dreams. Damn it

Low carb Day 15


-3 ketul ayam nda abis
-sayur peria 3 sudu only coz paitttt
-1 ketul ikan damit
-4 strips kit kat
-keropok hubby

Im wondering..faint bfp still

Ok...the faint bfp appeared before period and after period. Am i getting an ectopic????

Ok i took another test lg, and same story. Second line appeared within 2 minutes, maybe because my urine was a bit diluted. Thid morning it appeared in 1 minute.

What is this?? Dr avinash is now on leave and will only be back on 24th sept... i am so curious! Fibroid? Cyst? Endo? Baby?? Baby?? I hope it's a baby!

Friday, 5 September 2014

Low carb Day 14

Weight - maintained

-kit kat 4 strips

-4 eggs which im sure i cant finish
-salmon tail


-ambuyay and cacah, daging sikit, sayur kangkong

-lemon ping

Thursday, 4 September 2014

Low carb Day 13 and Progress


-roti kawin 2
-baked potato. Didnt eat d potato
-1 rambutan

-keropok calbee udang

-4 ayam salai
-7 tongkeng

Wednesday, 3 September 2014

Low carb Day 12 and Progress



-2 ketul ayam masak kunyit, tauge and sikit nasi



-1 fishball

-11 tongkeng

-ayam rendang


-sayur kacang panjang

-kit kat

Tuesday, 2 September 2014

Low carb Day 11 and Progress

-roti kawin (2 slices of toasted bread, inti kaya and margerine)

-kebab daging with sikit pita


-loads of sayur kangkung

-ayam masak merah 2 ketul

-kit kat

-9 rambutan

-2 ulas tibadak

Low carb Day 10

- 3 scrambled egg with mayo with black pepper with pinch of garlic and salt (couldnt finished)

- ayam kari 2 ketul
- daging rendang half cup
- sayur bayam

- ayam salai 1
- tongkeng 1
They are too salty
-4 ulas tibadak
-7 to 8 rambutans

Monday, 1 September 2014


Not on clomid this cycle. Would like to make things happen naturally

Sunday, 31 August 2014

It has been 8 days since I started Low Carb

- day 1 i was using fit trouser and big blouse
- today my pant is huge
So cant really see the difference. But from my own feeling, ive shred some fats out from my upper arms and tummy. Still a long way to go

Low carb day 9

- omellette from 2eggs (plain)


- daging and ayam from majlis kahwin

- sikit sikoi

- so many rambutan (guilty)


- kit kat errr

- ayam satay goreng with mayo

- more rambutan

Saturday, 30 August 2014

Low carb day 8

- omellette with tomato capsicum sausage mushroom etc, red beans, 2 garlic bread

- 2 ayam salai
- 2 kit kat

- 8pcs popcorn chicken
- 4 ulas durian
- not even a half cup of rice
- ayam kunyit with quarter of potato

Friday, 29 August 2014

Low carb Day 7 and Progress

97.1 to 96.3 to 96.0kg
-1 keping karipap ubi
- nasi sikit, sotong 1 keping, ikan 1 potong
- roti cracker
- nasi sikit, ayam salai 2 potong, sedikit daging kambing

Thursday, 28 August 2014

One strand of stretchmark??

Ok this is weird....
I am not sure where this line came from..
Just realized in the evening.
When i applied furmon this morning the line was not there. The line is in between belly button and bikini-line
It looks like a stretchmark.
I am not sure whether this comes from my failed pregnancy, or from atkins (didnt lose much weight tho).
This is really weird..

UPDATE: the line disappeared in the next morning. Amaahhhhhhzzziiinnnngggg
Please excuse my obesity

Low Carb Day 6 and Progress

Weight : 96.3kg (from 97.1kg)
Ok lah!

My brunch:

- nasi and sayur
- keropok udang
- 2 sausages

And since i am very very disappointed that this pregnancy is not progressing, so im treating my body with caffein! It's been a long time !!! There goes my 5th natural miscarriage. PFFFDD 9÷3&#;#9×(@;@¥+?

My dinner:

- a cup of nasi goreng kampong (i know...)

- sunny side up egg

13 dpo Pregnancy Test

I dont even wanna post a picture.
I expected it to be darker than 12dpo
But no! It becomes lighter than 10dpo.
Im having another CHEMICAL PREGNANCY!

Blood linings are shredding this afternoon, no wet blood yet.- 28.08.2014

Heavy blood now - 29.08.2014

Wednesday, 27 August 2014

Low Carb Day 5 Dinner

Ok this has got to be my favorite!
- 1 scrambled egg
- 2 slices of cheese
- tuna
Ok I lied....i couldnt finish em all,.got nauseated.
And i bought myself a Kit Kat. 9g or carbs lol... bye

Atkins Day 5 Lunch

No pictures taken
-chicken drummet

I was thinking to quit atkins for a while since I know that I am now pregnant. But will still do the low carbs diet and will still eat fruits, rice, bread, etc

Symptoms at 12 dpo

12 dpo

- many phlegm?/mucus in my throat, i'll gag myself up in every attempt to get rid of it
- bit nausea, but I guess it has something to do with gas
- Had to rush home coz my tummy was a bit painful, but still I dont poop much
- the difference between my current pregnancy and before, is that, this time I dont get to experience WATERY CM *weird*
- feel nauseated when drinking water (not usual)
- woke up a bit late and was feeling a bit tired
- bit of sore boobs, if touched
- dull ache on pelvis esp right ovary
- frequent urination? i donno..

Atkins Day 5 Breakfast

Took breakfast at Lambak. No pictures taken.

- 2 slices of bread (need carbs due to potential progress of pregnancy)
- 1 egg sunny side up
- 1 tbs tomato sauce

Atkins Day 4 Dinner (skipped lunch)

I skipped lunch coz I was not hungry. Hubby was making a steamboat lastnight. Err....i have actually deleted the picture huhu

- tomyam soup
- meat
- prawn
- sayur sawi

12 dpo Pregnancy Test

This time i dont have to adjust much. By using flash I can already capture the second line, unlike 2 days ago :) and actually it is more darker if seen by bare-naked eyes. The second line appeared within 1 minute, and it was obvious. 5th pregnancy, I hope this will stick to full term, Aamiin Ya Allah...
I'm gonna top up my carbs today. I dont wanna get to excited about it, I just wanna see progress. Help me Ya Allah.... :(

Tuesday, 26 August 2014

Atkins Day 4 Breakfast

Feeling pissed huhu
- egg scrambled with eggs
- satay daging with mayonnaise

Symptoms 11 dpo

11 dpo
- dream about a very strong bfo before i tested
-second line still shows the shadow after 10 seconds of testing
-digital pt says negative
-tummy ache since last night due to gas, and i dont poop much -_-
-increased nasal and throat mucus
-left sided headache near my left ear for few minutes

Atkins Day 3 Dinner

Im still disappointed coz I didnt get my bfp hmm....

Anyway, I forgot to take picture of my dinner last night, so here goes

- half cup of rice
- 100g daging rendang
- bayam + broccoli
- 1 udang goreng

11 dpo Pregnancy Test

Cheap pt - as usual, the second line appears after 10 seconds

Digital pt - said Not Pregnant. Im crushed!

Monday, 25 August 2014

Atkins Day 3 Lunch

Since I got my very very faint bfp this morning, I decided to eat rice to up my carbs. So here goes my Ayam Penyet hehe. Couldnt finish the rice, only ate half a cup. And this comes with cabbage, long bean and cucumber.

10 dpo Pregnancy Test

I am not sure if the line is visible here.
I took several snaps and most of them dont really show. But with my bare naked eyes, the faint line is definitely there! After several lighting has been adjusted, this is the best shot that i can get.

Atkins Day 3 Breakfast

Wops, nearly finished my food before I take the photo. Lol. So far so good.
I guess i need to add more carbo in my diet..cozz....this hpt....gave me.....a very faint line.....
Prior to that, i was having a dream and got bfp on 3 sticks huhu ( a very strong BFP!!) ....this morning when i tested, im sure it was not evaporation line. It appeared within the time frame and when i tested i opened the door so the toilet was not really moisty.
Im gonna test again after 2 days i dont wanna get too excited yet :) been thru 4 miscarriages so i dont want to put high hopes.
Hehe btw the satay ayam isssss soooo delishhhh!
Im feeling nauseated im sure it came from eating too much mayonnaise during my atkins. Oh well

Symptoms at 10 dpo

10 dpo

CHECK PT : a second line appeared within the timeframe (in fact, within a minute), can see the line when you move around the pt, tho no color yet, so it can either be evap line or an early bfp? i dont know :) hoping for the best

- had a dream where i tested for pregnancy test, i guess it was either 2 or 3 times and each time i got myself a BFP. Showed the tests to my husband and it seemed like he's not into it. The name Maria appeared once :)
- this annoying sound from a lizard has been haunting us since last night. It went worse in the morning when I wake up after the dream (unusual)
- bit nauseated i guess due to eating too much mayonnaise?
- sore boobs, off and on for few seconds
- gassy, burped a lot
- bit constipated, i had the urge to "remove" but it just didnt happen, or maybe only a few (dont wanna get into more details on this)
- another new acne on left cheek near nose. lol...spotted this last night -_-"
- i guess throat is congested with phlegm eww so disgusting, and this is happening for the past few days
- increased production of saliva, happened since the past few days

Sunday, 24 August 2014

Atkins Day 2 Dinner (again, skipped lunch)

Good thing about Atkins is that my tummy is full for a longer period. This has been my second day skipping my lunch without hunger. And my energy level has increased. I guess ketosis has taken place on the first day itself.
Here's my meal:
- tomyam soup
- beef
- chicken breast
- prawn
- spinach
- sawi
- broccoli
- satay ayam
- satay saging
- mayonnaise
So fuuuuulllllll now. I was tempted to see hubby drinking 7 up #myfavourite #grr but I managed to resist

Symptoms at 9 dpo

9 dpo

- nothing significant
- dull ache on ovaries, but not as bad as before
- since i started doing atkins diet, i found myself skipping lunch and not getting hungry
- lotiony sticky white mucus (not many)
- gassy, bit constipated i guess
- feeling great
- a bit nausea but i guess because of atkins or too much eggs and mayonnaise

Heaven and Earth - Green Tea

First time eh I saw this drink. Pernah minum green tea from Heaven and Earth but the packaging was different. This one got no sugar - 0g carbs. I got ecstatic and bought one to quench my thirst.

BUT....I couldnt take more than 3 sips :( it tasted terrible! I still prefer the other drink and rather drink ice cold water. Huhu... i guess green tea without sugar is only suitable to be served as hot.

Atkins Day 2 Breakfast

Today's breakfast at Hot Point.
Scrambled eggs with toast, sausage, red beans and french fries.
I gave the red beans to my husband.
Ate 1 slice of bread (18g carbs) and french fries (41g carbs oer 100g)
Since I am TTC-ing, I still need the carbs but not more than 160g.
The meal was very fullfilling, burp!!
Oh oh...i also ordered seaweed roll and chicken feet (dimsum) and drank Green Tea :D my husband says I wont be long in Atkins, but we'll see hihi

Atkins Day 1 Dinner (skipped lunch)

Was asleep yesterday afternoon so I didnt get the chance to take lunch.
Here's my dinner. Fatty fatty....
Eh, I wonder why in Atkins, you have to take LOW carbs, MODERATE protein and HIGH in fats.
You eat so many eggs and mayonnaise and meat fats and you still lose weight. Amazing!
- ayam salai without madu
- tongkeng salai without madu
- kebab daging and only ate a few parts of its pita

Saturday, 23 August 2014

Atkins Day 1 Breakfast

I have decided, pregnant or not, I will start on Atkins program. Instead of taking carbo less than 20g, im gonna make sure i dont exceed 160g. That is the recommended value if you are TTC-ing
I saw many people had actually lose weight fast, esp during the Induction Stage. I saw malaysian ppl lose weight from this program and yet to see a testimonial from Brunei. Ada, but maybe they dont talk about it, or they insisted not to share with ppl. Pff
Well....the good thing is that my husband is being supportive :D he's willing to pay me $50 per 3kg lost. Hihiiiiii ok lah than nothing. But if i gain weight i will have to pay him too. Thats the deal. Lol.
Soooo...ive just started Atkins this morning, with initial weight of 97.1kg :( i know....i gained, 2 weeks ago it was 96kg. Anyway, hope I can benefit from my new way of eating. I plan to stay on Induction Stage till I hit 65kg, then move on to the next stage until i reach my ideal weight :)
We shall see. My discipline is not helping, I need to make the money as my main inspiration. Haha
My first Atkins menu:
Scrambled eggs with cheese and a pinch of cinnamon powder.
Not fullfilling but oh well....just need to drink more water to feel full

Symptoms at 8 dpo

Checked PT - BFN

8 dpo
- dull aches on ovary esp the left one
- blocked nose (sort of)
- i saw myself holding a baby girl in my dream :D very nice feeling. Im sure she's mine, it felt so real
- bit of nausea but i guess because of consuming to many eggs

Friday, 22 August 2014

Symptoms at 7 dpo


- dull ache on ovaries
- creamy white lotion CM (not much)
- sore boobs for only few seconds, on and off

I have a great feeling...

Em...I guess this is the month, why? Here's why...

1. I never had keputihan issue, never.
2. Masa diurut oleh Babu Tiong, she said something like this "yang banarnya, peranakan mu ani subur, dua2 kiri kanan subur"
3. My mensus came back normal, 28 days =D excited sgt sebab selalunya my mensus was really really regular before I got married, lepas married my mensus went tingtong from 32days to 62days. Crazy...I know right...
4. Last month I ovulated early. On day 16. This month I ovulated on the same day =D So I guess I no longer have that PCOS issues. Alhamdulillah!!!!
5. This cycle, I am on 100mg Clomid, to increase our chances
6. Recently, my TSH level has stabilised, from 6+ --> 5+ --> 2.99 --> 5.25 --> 5.75 (THANKS TO SHAKLEE!!!!!!!!!!) --> 1.29 =D
Doctor said, to achieve a very healthy pregnancy, my TSH level has to go down to below 1.0, by this time I am very confident my TSH is below 1.0. I just knew it!
7. If progesterone was the issue, I am fixing that with Furmon (I guess this is the reason why I get my normal cycle back)
8. Hubby's sperms are very fertile now! He has more than 200 million sperms reserved in 1.5 days. Fast swimmers and good morphology ;) Check my previous posts on Semen Analysis. Thanks to I.E (comes together with Furmon in a purchasing package)
9. Our financial status has now stabilised! Both of us. We now have so much money to spend for our future kids hehe
10. I am using OPK so I am pretty sure that I ovulated this cycle.
11. Our sex life was no longer a routine (routine is boring!), most of the BD was made spontaneous, we also get to enjoy doing it in the mornings and afternoons. I am pretty sure we made the right scheduling.
12. I controlled what I eat, I mostly eat shabu2 (err...adalah TERmakan Durian, couldnt help it since it's the seasoonnnnnnnn, but I tak makan banyak)
13. I drank lots and lots of water after ovulation
14. Tho the symptoms may not be significant compared to my last pregnancies, but I am still holding to hopes.
15. Usually I will get baby dreams before the pregnancies. This cycle, I dont get it lol... oh wait, this should not be included in the list. But nevermind...


Today's Cervical Mucus 7 dpo

This is what I wanted to see ! Creamy lotion CM. Huhu... hope it's a good sign. Not much tho, just 2 wipes and that's it.

Diet Atkins

If Im out this cycle, Im gonna start blogging about Atkins Diet and will start jogging. We'll see..

Thursday, 21 August 2014

Temperature at 6 dpo at 10.30pm

What normal for me is 35.5

5 dpo 36.82

6 dpo 37.01

Im feeling a bit feverish today. Hope it's a good sign.

Temperature at 5 dpo at 8.30pm

Last night's temperature
Mind you, what's normal for me is 35.5

Today's Cervical Mucus 6 dpo

This is my blog.
So i post what i want.
Im tracking my ttc progress so i hope whoever come across my blog will not be disgusted
Today is 6 dpo, cycle on 100mg clomid

Symptoms at 6 DPO


PT checked. Result is BFN. HAHA (damn!)

- nothing significant
- while im typing, my lower back is a bit painful, just a bit
- frequent urination? i dont know. this morning my urine was not yellow concentrated, it was a bit diluted (weird), and peed twice from 1am to 6am (usually I only pee once or none)
- dull ache on ovaries, they come and they go
- acne around my lower lips (unusual, only gets acne few days prior to my period) - bit painful even when I chew, so annoying
- left side headache, on and off, weak pain - I will usually get it on the right side
- err horny?
- mild sore boobs on the right side

Wednesday, 20 August 2014

Symptoms at 5 DPO

- woke up with a dry throat, not mouth
- I still have that vibration going on on my pelvis region
- sinus is getting worse, I am pretty sure it is not flu
- few seconds of weak pain on boobs near the right armpit
- ankle pain when walking, sort of (or maybe I am getting heavier? Shrug)
- bit of a lower backache before sleep

Tuesday, 19 August 2014

Pregnant after doing HSG test??

Well...the title is misleading tho. I am not pregnant, but hoping to see a BFP soon. I read so many successful stories about couples who got themselves pregnant shortly after taking the test. I swear I'll have it done IF I'm out again this cycle.

Here are the links:

What is HSG? Read the following:

Symptoms at 4 DPO


- huge hunger pangs today! i was eating like an elephant...
- the vibrating sensation on my ovaries are still happening
- felt my uterus was pinched for 2 seconds
- ovary pain esp on the right side
- bit of headache (one sided - right)
- moody / easily irritated
- having a hard time to wake up from sleep
- acne on forehead [grin] - i will usually get those before my period
- sore boobs for only a few seconds, more towards the right armpit
- white stringy discharge, saw it swimming in a toilet bowl this afternoon (very unusual)
- ankle pain when walking (weak pain tho)

Monday, 18 August 2014

Symptoms at 1 DPO, 2 DPO and 3 DPO

Today is my 3rd DPO

watery cm (not much)
increased appetite
tired since lunch hour
couldnt sleep well (woke up at 1.15am due to husband's SNORE! and could not sleep till 3am)
bit dizzy, had to ask my husband to give head massage
Baby Dance
sore boobs on the right side (just for few seconds)

headache, like seriously sakit (had to ask hubby to give another head massage) - right sided
sleepy coz not enough sleep last night
difficulty to breath in the afternoon during my nap
increased appetite (oh my..)
Baby Dance
sore boobs on the right side (just for few seconds)
dry down under
itchy *toot* (only for few seconds) - never had this before

last night, i had a nightmare! so vivid I was scared to go to the toilet
felt bit of a pain on my ovaries, esp the right one
weak twinges on uterus, sometimes i can feel it vibrates very softly (also happened when I applied Furmon)
increased appetite
uterus feels a bit thick
dry down under 
itchy *toot* - started to feel annoyed - never had this before
White string discgarge. Not sure what it is
Erm, horny =X bye

Friday, 15 August 2014

Negative OPK

Positive opk detected on
14.08.2014 at 8pm

15.08.2014 at 8pm
Negative. Second line is so so light

Ovaries so ngilu since 4pm, worsen after maghrib. Suspecting ovulation to happen this evening :) oh..i notice more discharge since 4pm. Mucus is much thicker now. I dont know... #fingerscrossed

Thursday, 14 August 2014

Im ovulating on Day 15 or 16!!!

Omg I caught a positive OPK this evening, taken at 8pm :D

This cycle im on clomid so i have no idea how many eggs were released #fingerscrossed!!!!!!

Be right back ;D

Saturday, 9 August 2014


In case you were wondering, I quit it.
I dont think he knows what he was talking about tho. Sorry.

Thyroid Blood Review

So happy with the result!!! :D no wonder I feel good recently

Dosage 50mcg Levothyroxine

TSH - 1.29 (from 5.7!!)
T3 - 3.8 (from 12)
T4 - 12 from 15

Hiiiiiiihiii and I lost 1kg :P cant wait to have a normal pregnancy after this! Coz husband's sperm also got huge improvement... aamiin ya rabb!

Next blood withdraw - 4 oct
Next blood review - 13 oct
Check for thyroid and cholestrol

Sunday, 3 August 2014

Semen Analysis #3

Result released: Yesterday (02.08.2014)

Good news!

Sperm density 256million
Reserved 1.5 days
(Before 270million, reserved 4 days - old sperm)

Sperm morphology
Normal sperm 70%

Sperm motility
Active sperm 69% !!!!!!!
(Before 0% - maybe old sperms dont swim hihi)

Improvements! Improvements!
So I decided to take on clomid this cycle, fortunately I was on my 3rd day in my cycle yesterday!

So im taking 100mg of clomid and 0.75mg of decan per day!

I hope this is it!

Oh....nearly forgot to mention, my mensus last cycle came early (28 days) I usually will have this short cycle before I got married, so a happy bunny :D last cycle I realized that my cervical mucus got discharged a lil bit too early, thanks to salmon hihi, and I caught a fever during my ovulation, which came a lil bit too early as well...oh my!!

I wanna share this amazing product, I guess this is the one that brought back my short cycle: Thanks for FURMON.

And the sperm improvement i'll give credit to IE (intense energies, i think), we bought IE and FURMON as a package.

Seriously, do not eat Shaklee supplements. They messed up mu cycles, suppressed my thyroid hormones, and killed the sperm cells.

For men, just eat your zinc, dates, LOADS of almonds, fish, egg. For women, never skip your folic acid. Oh yea, I am now taking folic acid from Appeton. Per box can last up to 3 months. Worth the try!

Soon, let's get busy!

Sunday, 20 July 2014

Homeopathy Brunei

We met a homeopathy doctor last week for the first time. It's our another alternative to conceive.

I stopped taking in stupid supplements like Shaklee and the others, coz they made my thyroid problem even worser.

We came to know about this doctor from my sister in law. They hv waited around 3years to conceive. She went to see this doctor and got pregnant right away. But unfortunately it ended up as Ectopic..

So we went into his office, he asked my husband to cut a few strands of my hair, which later was placed on this machine, and with the help of a crystal hovered on my hair he was able to know my BP, sugar, cholesterol and thyroid level. Surprisingly they were pretty accurate.

My bp and sugar were always normal.
My cholesterol was on a borderline (6)
And my thyroid level was unexpectedly Good. Good to know.

Accordingg to him, both of us are normal. I can get pregnant anytime. Hm he made it sound so easy.

The homeopathy medicines were cheap too. Including consultation we were only charged for $30. Hoping for the best!

By the way, it has been long time I didnt catch a fever or cold. But today, I feel so different. My temperature was around 37.68degrees which was a bit higher than normal. What normal for me is around 36.5 degrees.

Crossing my fingers...

For you guys who would want to try another method of conceiving, you may kindly contact Dr Haji Zainal thru his phone line 875 4856. His clinic address:.No.6 First Floor, Spg 646, Hj Embran Building, Bunut

Wednesday, 2 July 2014

Ovarian Cysts : Causes, Signs, Symptoms And How To Cure Ovarian Cysts or...

Apple Cider Vinegar and PCOS


By:Tabitha Norvell

There has been a lot of information that has been spread around about Apple Cider Vinegar and how it helps PCOS and its underlying cause Insulin Resistance. I decided to do my own research and this is what I found:

If you suffer from PCOS and Insulin Resistance:
- Take Apple Cider Vinegar (ACV) before or during your meals. This allows the ACV to absorb into your system and start working.
- By taking ACV before or during your meals it helps reduce the rise in your blood sugar that would normally occur right after you have finished your meal.
- By helping reduce the rise in blood sugar it keeps your body from producing to much Insulin.
- Because your body is not producing large amounts of Insulin it reduces the amount of testosterone.
- Less testosterone means less acne, hair loss, excess hair and cycle problems. (this is great for women suffering from PCOS!)

How to take ACV:
- It is best to use Unfiltered organic Apple Cider Vinegar
- You will need to dilute the ACV with water or Juice. ( I have heard it goes best with Orange or Apple Juice)
- When you first start taking ACV start with a small dosage of 1/4 to 1/2 of a teaspoon and then work your way up to 2 to 4 teaspoons.
- The more severe your PCOS, Insulin Resistance and obesity levels the higher the dose you will need to take for it to be effective.
- Make sure when you are taking ACV that you do a 1:2 part ratio. What this means is you need to have 1 part ACV and 2 parts whatever liquid you decide to mix it with. If you are doing 2 teaspoons ACV then you need to do a minimum of 4 teaspoons water or juice.
- The amount of ACV that you need to take is going to be based on your meals. If you are eating a low Glycemic load meal with low carbohydrates then you will not need as much ACV.

Things to be cautious of while taking ACV:
- DO NOT TAKE if you suffer from ulcers or gastritis

- Some women who have PCOS and IR are taking Metformin. If you are on metformin please notify your doctor that you want to try ACV with a low glycemic load diet. This way they can monitor your Insulin and Blood sugar levels and adjust or possibly take you off of Metformin completely.

- If you need to sweeten the taste of the ACV it is recommended that you do so by using the stivia liquid drops.

- It is recommended that you wash your mouth out with water after you have taken the ACV to get the remaining acid off of your teeth.

- If you are seeing fantastic results and are finally to a place in your health where you are maintaining, give yourself a break from the ACV. This may not be something that you need to stay on for life if you are able to control your symptoms with a low glycemic diet and exercise. Please consult your physician about this!

*NOTE* I am not a doctor and I am not giving out medical recommendations. I am ONLY sharing information about things that I have found work for me and the research that I have done on these supplements. If you have any questions or concerns please speak to your Physician about them!

Thank you

Appointment at Gynae KB

Yesterday, for the first time, we went to see a doctor from Gynae KB.
We got referred from Gynae RIPAS because generally everyone knows that the doctors there got too many patients to handle and the waiting time was horrendous.
The doctors at Gynae RIPAS also didnt care and didnt give a damn s%^* about masalah patients.
I went there 3-4 times, and no progress at all !
Back to Gynae KB, waiting time is OK. We were there around 8am, and we were the 7th on the queue line. Not bad..

We met this indian doctor whom I didnt get the chance to know her name, she was OK, she asked quite a lot of questions, and most IMPORTANTLY instructed the lab ppl to carry out a lot of blood test. I can only remember about the Karyotyping (both my husband and I), Protein C and GTT tests. I never head about these before...

Blood test appointments:
08.07.2014 - Protein C, Karyotyping, etc
19.08.2014 - GTT

Blood review will be on 28.08.2014

Hope everything goes well....

UPDATED (08.07.2015)

Saturday, 28 June 2014

My thyroid level

Since my last miscarriage, my thyroid level was above 6.
Second review, it goes down to 5.25.
Third review was 2.99.
I was over the moon.
Doctor said in order to have a healthy pregnancy, it has to come down below 1.
So there comes my fourth review. It jumped up to 5.35
I was like, i pregnant??
Did the Shaklee supplements contradict with my levothyroxine?
Ok lah...I wanted to see how's the next level gonna be
Today, I just knew my TSH level is 5.75
There's an increasing pattern...
So doctor increased my levothyroxine dosage from 25mg to 50mg
Next appointment will be on early August 2014.
Damn it. Im gonna stop all the supplements and gonna stick to old school Folic Acid from Guardian.
And 1 more thing, my back neck and shoulder are painful since the last 2 to 3 days.
Am i getting an ectopic? But I did not encounter any bleeding nor spotting.
Hmm...I hope the next review will gv me smiles.
I need to stop consuming SHAKLEE products. They ONLY work very well with my husband.
Im a bit pissed right now...

Friday, 27 June 2014

No Sperm Motility

The treatment of male factor infertility was revolutionized in 1992 when Palermo and co-workers introduced intracytoplasmic sperm injection (ICSI).  With ICSI, embryologists use a micromanipulator to inject sperm directly into the egg (that has been retrieved as part of an IVF cycle).  It was now possible for men with severe male factor to father a child.  ICSI can be used even in cases where the wife produces more eggs than the husband sperm!  Using high magnification, an oval appearing motile sperm is selected for ICSI.  When a sperm is motile, it indicates that it is viable and therefore is capable of fertilizing the egg.
But, what is to be done when there are no motile sperm?  This condition is called “absolute asthenozoospermia” and affects 1 in 5000 men.  Ortega et al. discussed this very issue in a recent issue of the journal Human Reproduction Update (Vol. 17, No.5, pp 684 – 692, 2011).  Here is a summary of their findings.

Causes of zero sperm motility (absolute azoospermia)

The two main causes of absolute azoospermia in ejaculated sperm are

1) ultrastructural defects in the sperm.  This includes immotile-cilia syndrome (normal semen volume, sperm count and variable morphology, but motility is zero).  Electron microscopy of sperm is done to confirm this diagnosis.

2) necrozoospermia (where all sperm are dead).  This in turn can be due to genital infections, oxidative stress, cryopreservation, antisperm antibodies, certain metabolic disorders affecting ATP production, environmental pollutants exposure, delayed epididymal transport or prolonged periods of anejaculation.  Each one of these entities needs to be diagnosed and treated appropriately.
When testicular sperm aspiration (TESA) is done, that sperm is usually immotile due to metabolic sperm immaturity or attachment to Sertoli cells.


The sperm have to be very quick to get where they are going, and in some cases if they are not strong enough swimmers, they will perish before they ever reach the egg. The vagina is not the most friendliest host for sperm, so sperm motility issues can cause massive problems when trying to conceive.



Semen Analysis #1 and #2

Went to Lee Clinic last night, husband went in and I waited in the car.
The anticipation was pfff...god knows...

Well, I received msgs from my husband saying that his sperm count was high but no swimmers. YUP!
No swimmers! NIL. Zero percent, not even a single sperm swam.
So devastating... I thought it would get worse day by day.

But no...the moment I saw the hardcopy of the result, I was HAPPY!

How could I not be happy, his sperm count skyrocketed from 5.45million to 270million !!!!
That's A LOT! That's more than normal!

His sperm morphology increased from 3% to 70% !!! What a huge difference!!!
Now that his sperm genes are getting back to normal, Im so glad..

The only issue is his sperm motility.
From 13% down to 0%
I have no idea why...

I hope the next SA will show some improvements.
He's gonna start running soon, so wish us luck!

-Semen Analysis #1 Report
-Semen Analysis #2 Report

Total Cost: BND330

-Semen Analysis
-Migrate Q10

Next SA appointment will be by end of August 2014

Semen Analysis Result #1

Semen Analysis Result #2