Mayra Nadya
Haekal Mikael
Thursday 24 November 2016
Cycle Day 10
24 November 2016
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I feel a mild pain on my right ovary.
according to the calendar (scroll below), my next ovulation is predicted on 1st December 2016.
so far, no plan yet.
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I feel a mild pain on my right ovary.
according to the calendar (scroll below), my next ovulation is predicted on 1st December 2016.
so far, no plan yet.
More like a stay-at-home mom
24 November 2016
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Thinking about it, I am so blessed to be given an opportunity to look after my baby without having to send her to daycare, or to my parents and parents-in-law (ada lah sekali sekala, esp to my parents-in-law since they live in KB, so I still have to send her there for bonding purpose, coz this baby is so manja, she will be so clingy to those who she sees often, so I dont want her to be distant with her family in KB)
Well, we stopped sending her to daycare when she was 7 month old, after she was diagnosed of having Hand Food Mouth Disease (HFMD), no idea how she got it, maybe ada some loopholes at her school, you know, parents sending their sick kid and all, or she got it during Raya festival. Shrug.
Parents-in-law suggested not to send her there anymore and said they are more than willing to look after her.
Allah is the best of planner. Things happen perfectly at the right timing. Allah is great!
I've been working with this International Business Company (IBC) since 2010, I was the key person besides than our Directors, whom are not based in Brunei. Throughout my service, I miscarried 4 times, everytime I got pregnant, time atu jua lah I got SOO SOOO SOOOO busy with work, maybe it's one of the contributing factors to my miscarriages. My 4th miscarriage happened sometime in 2013.
It made me think...I need to slow down a lil bit. One day I came across this job advertisement looking for a Primary Maths Teacher. Well hey...Maths is my strongest subject, been giving out tuition classes since 2005, so I thought, WHY NOT. why dont I give it a try... Lagipun, I only have to work half day (TIA KARANG), the work is not much not very tiring (TIA KARANG), I get to enjoy more holidays (well while this is true, I do think all teachers deserve this without any prejudice or judgement, since they cant take any day offs during school term anyway, mind you, being a teacher means you are always on the run, walk from one place to another, and to stand still for a long period, SANGAL hehe) but worth it. but that's not the point,....
The point is........AKU MAU AMBIL SUKUT KANAK2. You know, being surrounded with kids, I thought, maybe dapat ambil sukut and mungkin I will indeed get pregnant.
To cut the story short, being interviewed 3 times (first with the principal, second with BOD+principal, third with the MOE and after I passed my teaching demonstration, I got the offer ! Oh my I really love all the kids ! I fall in love with them almost instantly ! My year 4 students pernah cakap "Teacher, kami sudah doakan supaya teacher dapat anak, twins" They made my days better. I love them to bits.
Allah's plan is the greatest of all. From there, I know Teacher Pinky. She is the person who introduced me to Babu Masna, if you follow my story from the beginning, you will know who she is.
She's the person who said "Bisai peranakan mu ani, nah tabal ah, bila2 masa saja boleh betian ni" (ACTUALLY she said this after few months of taking Gaia, coz previously she always said my peranakan LICAK, and my ovaries are always shifted to the right (according to her if this always happened, I will be getting a baby girl, WELL HELLO MAYRA!)
Oh I forgot to mention, when I submitted my resignation letter to this International Company, they didnt allow me to quit since I am the key person there and the first to be hired, they still needed my service, so they made a new contract for me on a part-time basis, I only have to report to work twice a week, 1-2 hours each session, and the pay is half of what I got during my full time. Still high la, siapa kan membari duit beribu sebulan, only work twice a week, 1-2hrs each session. Alhamdulillah rezeki dari Allah. On top of that I also receive my salary from this Primary school, alhamdulillah luas rezeki...duit sentiasa cukup.
I started teaching in Sept 2014, and I got pregnant in April 2015. MY FIFTH PREGNANCY.
Again, I have to make a decision to sustain this pregnancy, after all those miscarriages I was so afraid I would lose another one. SO, I decided to quit teaching :((((((((((((((( for me, I can find money so easily, but I might not get another chance of conceiving. It was a very hard decision tho...
But it was a blessing, coz it made that pregnancy a bit easier to endure, coz nda banyak bekeraja. Tho inda lagi teaching, I am still bonded with my part time work, and still get some $$$ alhamdulillah ya Allah for that rezeki and comfort.
My baby was born on 22nd December 2015 :) the greatest gift I've got from God... Thank you!
Thank you Teacher Pinky, Thank you Babu Masna, Thank you Gaia, Thank you Students yg mendoakan teacher dapat anak, Thank you my Director for being the greatest boss on earth hehe, Thank you cats for absorbing all my stress vibes, Thank you husband for giving me your sample haha, Thank you family for your moral support, Thank you Mayra for that easy pregnancy journey. Siapa lagi ku lupa sabut...Thank you!
Jaga anak is not easy...after she got HFMD, kalau bukan my parentsinlaws and parents yg jaga, I will look after her on my own, coz my prinsip is simple, I do not like and I dont want to menyusahkan people. I rather jaga my own baby atleast nampak di mata2 ia growing.
Now people liat myself mcm inda bekeraja, but I am still bonded with my former company like I said, and I still earn $$$ so inda lah beharap sangat kan duit my husband, coz he also has other commitments. Tunggu tah baby basar sikit or baby sudah sekolah barutah pikir kan full time job. Right now, my main focus is arah baby, my part time job, my online business, tuition classes, and in sha Allah soon, mudahan Tuhan melancarkan segala urusan, to build an empire on my soon-to-be perniagaan, all in God's hands, coz like I said, He is the best of planner.
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Thinking about it, I am so blessed to be given an opportunity to look after my baby without having to send her to daycare, or to my parents and parents-in-law (ada lah sekali sekala, esp to my parents-in-law since they live in KB, so I still have to send her there for bonding purpose, coz this baby is so manja, she will be so clingy to those who she sees often, so I dont want her to be distant with her family in KB)
Well, we stopped sending her to daycare when she was 7 month old, after she was diagnosed of having Hand Food Mouth Disease (HFMD), no idea how she got it, maybe ada some loopholes at her school, you know, parents sending their sick kid and all, or she got it during Raya festival. Shrug.
Parents-in-law suggested not to send her there anymore and said they are more than willing to look after her.
Allah is the best of planner. Things happen perfectly at the right timing. Allah is great!
I've been working with this International Business Company (IBC) since 2010, I was the key person besides than our Directors, whom are not based in Brunei. Throughout my service, I miscarried 4 times, everytime I got pregnant, time atu jua lah I got SOO SOOO SOOOO busy with work, maybe it's one of the contributing factors to my miscarriages. My 4th miscarriage happened sometime in 2013.
It made me think...I need to slow down a lil bit. One day I came across this job advertisement looking for a Primary Maths Teacher. Well hey...Maths is my strongest subject, been giving out tuition classes since 2005, so I thought, WHY NOT. why dont I give it a try... Lagipun, I only have to work half day (TIA KARANG), the work is not much not very tiring (TIA KARANG), I get to enjoy more holidays (well while this is true, I do think all teachers deserve this without any prejudice or judgement, since they cant take any day offs during school term anyway, mind you, being a teacher means you are always on the run, walk from one place to another, and to stand still for a long period, SANGAL hehe) but worth it. but that's not the point,....
The point is........AKU MAU AMBIL SUKUT KANAK2. You know, being surrounded with kids, I thought, maybe dapat ambil sukut and mungkin I will indeed get pregnant.
To cut the story short, being interviewed 3 times (first with the principal, second with BOD+principal, third with the MOE and after I passed my teaching demonstration, I got the offer ! Oh my I really love all the kids ! I fall in love with them almost instantly ! My year 4 students pernah cakap "Teacher, kami sudah doakan supaya teacher dapat anak, twins" They made my days better. I love them to bits.
Allah's plan is the greatest of all. From there, I know Teacher Pinky. She is the person who introduced me to Babu Masna, if you follow my story from the beginning, you will know who she is.
She's the person who said "Bisai peranakan mu ani, nah tabal ah, bila2 masa saja boleh betian ni" (ACTUALLY she said this after few months of taking Gaia, coz previously she always said my peranakan LICAK, and my ovaries are always shifted to the right (according to her if this always happened, I will be getting a baby girl, WELL HELLO MAYRA!)
Oh I forgot to mention, when I submitted my resignation letter to this International Company, they didnt allow me to quit since I am the key person there and the first to be hired, they still needed my service, so they made a new contract for me on a part-time basis, I only have to report to work twice a week, 1-2 hours each session, and the pay is half of what I got during my full time. Still high la, siapa kan membari duit beribu sebulan, only work twice a week, 1-2hrs each session. Alhamdulillah rezeki dari Allah. On top of that I also receive my salary from this Primary school, alhamdulillah luas rezeki...duit sentiasa cukup.
I started teaching in Sept 2014, and I got pregnant in April 2015. MY FIFTH PREGNANCY.
Again, I have to make a decision to sustain this pregnancy, after all those miscarriages I was so afraid I would lose another one. SO, I decided to quit teaching :((((((((((((((( for me, I can find money so easily, but I might not get another chance of conceiving. It was a very hard decision tho...
But it was a blessing, coz it made that pregnancy a bit easier to endure, coz nda banyak bekeraja. Tho inda lagi teaching, I am still bonded with my part time work, and still get some $$$ alhamdulillah ya Allah for that rezeki and comfort.
My baby was born on 22nd December 2015 :) the greatest gift I've got from God... Thank you!
Thank you Teacher Pinky, Thank you Babu Masna, Thank you Gaia, Thank you Students yg mendoakan teacher dapat anak, Thank you my Director for being the greatest boss on earth hehe, Thank you cats for absorbing all my stress vibes, Thank you husband for giving me your sample haha, Thank you family for your moral support, Thank you Mayra for that easy pregnancy journey. Siapa lagi ku lupa sabut...Thank you!
Jaga anak is not easy...after she got HFMD, kalau bukan my parentsinlaws and parents yg jaga, I will look after her on my own, coz my prinsip is simple, I do not like and I dont want to menyusahkan people. I rather jaga my own baby atleast nampak di mata2 ia growing.
Now people liat myself mcm inda bekeraja, but I am still bonded with my former company like I said, and I still earn $$$ so inda lah beharap sangat kan duit my husband, coz he also has other commitments. Tunggu tah baby basar sikit or baby sudah sekolah barutah pikir kan full time job. Right now, my main focus is arah baby, my part time job, my online business, tuition classes, and in sha Allah soon, mudahan Tuhan melancarkan segala urusan, to build an empire on my soon-to-be perniagaan, all in God's hands, coz like I said, He is the best of planner.
Wednesday 23 November 2016
Sunday 6 November 2016
Baby number 2? 🤔
Im a bit excited to see my OPK lines, but... hmm my hubby is not ready he said, thinking about his financial state, not that we are poor and have no money 😅 but we are now focusing on filling up our bank accounts in case of emergency and we are now planning on buying a house in the near future.
On my perspective, I think money is easy to find, but to conceive is based on luck 😠especially with my age now (33), I really wish he can think ahead and start his semen analysis test anytime soon. erm..
Wednesday 2 November 2016
Saturday 15 October 2016
Baby Mayra - her new milestones
Mayra started crawling at the age of 9 months.
In a week time she'll be 10, and she has already started to learn on
how to stand up straight.
Few months left before she's off my arms, being independent walking on her own :(
Her favorite food are now keropok (snacks), pasta and congee.
She can understand basic words and instructions,
such as "clap" "sayang (she will lean her head forward to meet our forehead)"
"wiki mika (means cats, she'll look for doors coz our cats are now placed in the balcony)"
"susu (milk - she'll cry and climb on my chest whenever she heard this)" "mamam (eat)"
"letchum (she'll make funny faces and smile)" "babah mommy mayra (she'll look for photos on the wall and point) "samut (ants)" "kepala (she'll point on her head)" "babai (goodbye - she will repeat the word and wave)" "up (she'll raise her hands to be picked up)" "sit down" "no no no (with hand gesture, pointing upwards and wave, sometimes she will follow the act)" "high five"
that's all I can think of now.
she will move her body sideways hearing us sing.
and so many more.
she's crying now. til nextime.
In a week time she'll be 10, and she has already started to learn on
how to stand up straight.
Few months left before she's off my arms, being independent walking on her own :(
Her favorite food are now keropok (snacks), pasta and congee.
She can understand basic words and instructions,
such as "clap" "sayang (she will lean her head forward to meet our forehead)"
"wiki mika (means cats, she'll look for doors coz our cats are now placed in the balcony)"
"susu (milk - she'll cry and climb on my chest whenever she heard this)" "mamam (eat)"
"letchum (she'll make funny faces and smile)" "babah mommy mayra (she'll look for photos on the wall and point) "samut (ants)" "kepala (she'll point on her head)" "babai (goodbye - she will repeat the word and wave)" "up (she'll raise her hands to be picked up)" "sit down" "no no no (with hand gesture, pointing upwards and wave, sometimes she will follow the act)" "high five"
that's all I can think of now.
she will move her body sideways hearing us sing.
and so many more.
she's crying now. til nextime.
10 months post delivery
I just got my mensus yesterday woohooo so happy!
No wonder I noticed an increase in ewcm about two weeks ago,
luckily we didnt get intimate because we are not ready yet to start TTC-ing.
I need to start my routine with folic acid few months before TTC-ing,
which we plan to start next year in April 2017.
Yesterday, baby was fussing during breastfeeding and I guess this has so much to do with
the taste of my milk during period. She's getting used to it now.
It's been near to two years tak pakai pad, it feels so...weird, and gross.
Huhu..
No wonder I noticed an increase in ewcm about two weeks ago,
luckily we didnt get intimate because we are not ready yet to start TTC-ing.
I need to start my routine with folic acid few months before TTC-ing,
which we plan to start next year in April 2017.
Yesterday, baby was fussing during breastfeeding and I guess this has so much to do with
the taste of my milk during period. She's getting used to it now.
It's been near to two years tak pakai pad, it feels so...weird, and gross.
Huhu..
Saturday 17 September 2016
Mommy can I have one roti cheese, one spaghetti, one mee goreng mamak, one slice of cake and a glass of milk plishhhh
Baby Mayra - New milestones
Baby Mayra now sudah pandai bertelatai. Usually she will climb on me to wake me up, which is great ! coz she's now mobile sudah can go from one place to another, because sometimes if Im asleep (esp the deep sleep), she'll fall off the TILAM. luckily TILAM tebal. Not KATIL, otherwise she would have gone to the emergency room 2 times. huhu... she still cried tho eventho the TILAM was only around 6-7 inch thick. that's when I terbangun and saw her off the TILAM. so kasian ini budak..
Other than that, she's now capable of lifting her tummy off the ground while balancing on all her four.
Tapi she stays there saja, moving back and forth, still cannot take a step forward. slowly lah... she's 2days shy of her 9 months of age. If she can start walking before 1 year alhamdulillah. If she starts walking after 1 year also, Im ok with that. Ikut mana kepandaiannya. As of now, I can see she's comfortable with bebakai, or bebakat nya urg seria, means she will drag herself to anywhere she likes with her tummy rubbing the ground.
3 months to go before her 1st year, time flies so fast, baru jua macam dimalam beranak huuuuuuu baby..... please grow big and healthy okay. nanti temankan mommy pegi jalan2 makan luar and do shopping together. I love you to the moon and back ! I love you till Jannah ! Hopefully we can go into Jannah together sayang ! Jangan kurang amalan k!
Other than that, she's now capable of lifting her tummy off the ground while balancing on all her four.
Tapi she stays there saja, moving back and forth, still cannot take a step forward. slowly lah... she's 2days shy of her 9 months of age. If she can start walking before 1 year alhamdulillah. If she starts walking after 1 year also, Im ok with that. Ikut mana kepandaiannya. As of now, I can see she's comfortable with bebakai, or bebakat nya urg seria, means she will drag herself to anywhere she likes with her tummy rubbing the ground.
3 months to go before her 1st year, time flies so fast, baru jua macam dimalam beranak huuuuuuu baby..... please grow big and healthy okay. nanti temankan mommy pegi jalan2 makan luar and do shopping together. I love you to the moon and back ! I love you till Jannah ! Hopefully we can go into Jannah together sayang ! Jangan kurang amalan k!
Have I gotten back my period after baby?
NO. It's been 9 months. NO, still waiting for my period..... ugh!
Doctor cakap, usually 7 months ada sudah mensus, but whyyyy...huhu
Doctor cakap, usually 7 months ada sudah mensus, but whyyyy...huhu
Tuesday 2 August 2016
OPK - alum jua lagi tarang kan....
If this is what I think, then I am not ready :(
If this is what I think, then it is unplanned =O
If this is what I think, then I wont be able to continue my weight lost routine
If this is what I think, then I will be happy for it...
If this is what I think, then today will be 6-9 DPO
huhu
I used OPK to check for the presence of HCG before...it can actually tell if you are pregnant, if it gets darker few days after ovulation then you better get ready...a better way than using PT
huhu again., tho I dont know bila i ovulate since im fully breastfeeding and havent got my period yet
Thursday 21 July 2016
Wednesday 20 July 2016
My Shaolin Popey - Mayra Cukur Rambut
Takde beza pon....with hair or without hair hihihihihihihihihihi
Qu Puteh, Qu Puteh, Baru Lah Puteh !
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| 1 month (left) and 6 months+ (right) |
My baby awal2nya gelap pasal puas bejamur di bawah matahari. She got mild jaundice. Balik ke rumah, every morning my mom will remind me to put my baby near the window yg ada pantulan matahari.
I was pretty shocked at first, I was a bit worried so I asked my mom lah "aiii mau putih bebalik kah ni babuuuuuuuuu?" my mom and sis just laughed. Nyeh! Coz I remember my mom said, when I was a baby, I was really fair and all my aunties uncles called me "Si Putih" so I expect my baby pun jua putih sal babahnya dulu pun putih jua (I hope ia inda mengacang haha)
Start umurnya 4 months kali, barutah terang sikit kulitnya Alhamdulillah... hehe ditakdirkan ada baby gelap pun kami akan sentiasa besyukur, asalkan sihat walafiat...coz that smile of a baby always makes my heart MELT.
Maidless
I guess one of the reasons why I got all fcuked up just now is that, I am sooooo soooo tired physically and mentally (GET YOURSELF READY, TTCIANS!!!). Imagine, antar ambil baby from daycare, pagi begagas, tengah hari bagi susu (bukannya sekajap ni) and taking my lunch and still begagas, then petang at 4.20pm sudah chow dari office. Everytime, has to think about baby supaya inda lupa mengambil. So basically, I cannot focus on my work. Selalu pikir pasal baby. I wonder if my husband also feel the same way? nah...i guess he's fine....bukannya ia yang antar ambil. pfftt...there I go again. haha
Mana lagi bila baby demam, I have to take leaves jua. That day, I remember, baby demam lepas vaccine, then deman selesma and batuk, then baik, then another selesma and batuk, all in all ada jua kan dekat sebulan baby inda masuk daycare, and I have to take my leaves to look after her. This time also always kelahi sama hubby, pasal it's always ME yang bekarih bejarih. Why dont ia ambil cuti jua bebagi2 lah, luckily my job ani FLEXIBLE. Luckily !!!!!!
Imagine kalau the company I am in ani strict. Balik pukul 5, pukul 4.20pm sudah jalan. Anak demam and have to take so many cuti. Ujung2 kana buang keraja pasal performance inda bagus. Huh... LUCKILY !!!!
Sometimes I think bisai plang jadi housewife, a stay at home mom, but nanti apa kata my family and his family. Masa ani PANGKAT dan HARTA kana pandang. Sorry to say. If you are nothing, you are nothing lah tu, kana layan macam sampah lah tu ah. Malu tu sorang2 kan mengakun kenal kan diri. LOL. This is sadly true. Tapi pikir2 if jadi stay at home mom, mcm mana kan survive di dunia yg segala2nya kan mau duit ani....kannnn....
I guess kalau ada amah, in sha Allah, teratur sikit kehidupan. That's what I think. Tapi bilanya beamah karang mcm2 hal timbul pun, paning jua mikirkan. Pulangtah masa ani payah kan mencari agent yang jujur. Tawakal lah saja. Mudahan tedapat agent dan amah yang jujur di masa akan datang.
Urang lain yang beamah, inda kan paham ni apa yg I go through. Keraja durang sanang sikit, beban pun inda banyak. Pasal ada helping hands. I need that. I need more handssssssssssssssss
Mana lagi bila baby demam, I have to take leaves jua. That day, I remember, baby demam lepas vaccine, then deman selesma and batuk, then baik, then another selesma and batuk, all in all ada jua kan dekat sebulan baby inda masuk daycare, and I have to take my leaves to look after her. This time also always kelahi sama hubby, pasal it's always ME yang bekarih bejarih. Why dont ia ambil cuti jua bebagi2 lah, luckily my job ani FLEXIBLE. Luckily !!!!!!
Imagine kalau the company I am in ani strict. Balik pukul 5, pukul 4.20pm sudah jalan. Anak demam and have to take so many cuti. Ujung2 kana buang keraja pasal performance inda bagus. Huh... LUCKILY !!!!
Sometimes I think bisai plang jadi housewife, a stay at home mom, but nanti apa kata my family and his family. Masa ani PANGKAT dan HARTA kana pandang. Sorry to say. If you are nothing, you are nothing lah tu, kana layan macam sampah lah tu ah. Malu tu sorang2 kan mengakun kenal kan diri. LOL. This is sadly true. Tapi pikir2 if jadi stay at home mom, mcm mana kan survive di dunia yg segala2nya kan mau duit ani....kannnn....
I guess kalau ada amah, in sha Allah, teratur sikit kehidupan. That's what I think. Tapi bilanya beamah karang mcm2 hal timbul pun, paning jua mikirkan. Pulangtah masa ani payah kan mencari agent yang jujur. Tawakal lah saja. Mudahan tedapat agent dan amah yang jujur di masa akan datang.
Urang lain yang beamah, inda kan paham ni apa yg I go through. Keraja durang sanang sikit, beban pun inda banyak. Pasal ada helping hands. I need that. I need more handssssssssssssssss
We have our UPS and DOWNS, semua couple jua macam atu kali......
I was so emotional just now. I talk craps about my husband does not mean he's a useless brat. As a provider, he is doing a great job, he spends most of his money for his family even if that means he has to ikat parut sometimes. heh. he helped me with laundry (tapi tunggu panuh 2 bakul baru di sasahnya ahaha), helped me with menjamur baju, buang sampah, looking after our 2 cats, and cuci barang pekakas baby. Gotta give him credits for that, once and for all ! Bye.
Long absence
Wow...my last post was on 9th May 2016.
A lot, A LOT of things have happened since my last post.
Hm...but I guess I wont be able to post everything here, since Im so busy with my baby.
When I think back, it was so good back then that I was able to sleep whenever and wherever I wanted, I could go out and hang out whenever and wherever I wished, I could browse through the internet in my office whenever I was free, and sometimes I stayed back and couldn't care less about the world. This kind of freedom, is what I miss the most after having a baby :( :(
Every morning during the weekdays, I have to make sure Mayra's bag is well prepared for her stay in daycare. #pause# Eh right now im not in the mood lah my husband is so annoying I cannot focus on what to say and what to type. Kancang rasa utak mendangar suaranya. I guess this is another side effect of giving birth? lol... I cant stand his voice and sometimes I hate to see him, like banci berabis !!! Kalau ku negative, memang ku buruk sangka that kami ani kana hantar "sihir pemisah"? lol malasku mikirin... eh bebahasa melayu tia haha oh well just go with it, sakit sudah kepalaku.
I visit the daycare 4 times a day. Haha... Pagi, tengah hari, petang and petang #smirk,
Right now, let it be that way, tho we have 2 car seats installed both in my car and my husband's car, I rather have my baby use mine. This is because sometimes my hubby (pemancing tegar tak takut dek buaya lemas kilat ribut mati) puts his boat engine di dalam bonet keretanya, and it smells like shit. I mean, I can smell the gasoline, but he can't. See... his nose sudah mengasi with that terrible smell. Am I gonna leave my baby sit there and inhale gas? Am I that crazy to let my baby suffocate? I AM A VERY PROTECTIVE MOTHER. selagi my husband sadar diri selagi atu I am willing to send her to daycare 4 times a day, ALTHOUGH I always fuss about it, coz ia senang lenang pergi kerja balik kerja inda payah tengok jam inda payah pikir pasal anak. PUIH. pls forgive my hormones. hormones selalu nda baik sebatah ada baby ani, lol.. mana kan inda cukup rehat. mana kan aku sorang ganya kan ingau perihal anak. makin karau utak masa ani so expect to see more cursings... urgh !
Atu weekdays lah, but bila weekends, when my hubby cuti, I expect to rest a bit and let him look after our baby. But, what did he do? He rather go out and go fishing. I know lah time puasa he didnt cast, and he even posted on facebook something like this "lama sudah nda mengail. few hours pun syukurtah - feeling stressed" - i was like...whaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...ttt
HELLO. ia sorang kali ganya stressed. aku ani inda? eh why all of a sudden it's all about my husband now? haha... oh nevermind, let me continue. yatah kan, I expect to have my rest after all I have done (9 months preggy, in labor got induced, failed induction kena buat c-section, sakitnya sampai ani terasa, beurut pun payah (i cannot go out sekati2 bila ada baby), crazy hormones, crying baby, sleepless nights, painful nipples, weight gain, and banyak lagi lah) pagi petang sibuk, malam pun sibuk, subuh jua baby bangunkan mau susu, laki2 mana paham ni, apa durang buat bila bini bangun menyusukan baby, either they are sleeping or check facebook. why not, kalau ingau kan hal ehwal bini, tanya lah, sangal kah inda, mau bantal kah inda, minta urut kah inda, sediakan minuman panas (since baby minum inda pandai beranti), make yourself useful lah! Wah marah nampak... but seriously, kalau a mother is so stressed out, esp while breastfeeding, hormone gila atu turun ke baby. Mau kamu baby kamu stress kan? Pemarah pemental pemberontak So whenever my hubby cari pasal, or make me stress when I breastfeed my baby, I keep on bezikir dalam hati "Astaghfirullah" banyak kali sampai tenang sikit, hoping that hormone gila inda banyak masuk ke badan baby. Ya Allah, if only kamu laki2 tepikir pasal ani........ You will make your wife happy especially tah masa menyusukan. Kenang jasa durang sanggup inda betidur jaga anak kamu. Guys pls if you are reading this !!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gosh before melarat I better stop typing...meluahkan sikit saja ni nyaman sikit rasa kepala. nada tempah meluahkan so sini saja lah hehe BABAI
A lot, A LOT of things have happened since my last post.
Hm...but I guess I wont be able to post everything here, since Im so busy with my baby.
When I think back, it was so good back then that I was able to sleep whenever and wherever I wanted, I could go out and hang out whenever and wherever I wished, I could browse through the internet in my office whenever I was free, and sometimes I stayed back and couldn't care less about the world. This kind of freedom, is what I miss the most after having a baby :( :(
Every morning during the weekdays, I have to make sure Mayra's bag is well prepared for her stay in daycare. #pause# Eh right now im not in the mood lah my husband is so annoying I cannot focus on what to say and what to type. Kancang rasa utak mendangar suaranya. I guess this is another side effect of giving birth? lol... I cant stand his voice and sometimes I hate to see him, like banci berabis !!! Kalau ku negative, memang ku buruk sangka that kami ani kana hantar "sihir pemisah"? lol malasku mikirin... eh bebahasa melayu tia haha oh well just go with it, sakit sudah kepalaku.
I visit the daycare 4 times a day. Haha... Pagi, tengah hari, petang and petang #smirk,
Right now, let it be that way, tho we have 2 car seats installed both in my car and my husband's car, I rather have my baby use mine. This is because sometimes my hubby (pemancing tegar tak takut dek buaya lemas kilat ribut mati) puts his boat engine di dalam bonet keretanya, and it smells like shit. I mean, I can smell the gasoline, but he can't. See... his nose sudah mengasi with that terrible smell. Am I gonna leave my baby sit there and inhale gas? Am I that crazy to let my baby suffocate? I AM A VERY PROTECTIVE MOTHER. selagi my husband sadar diri selagi atu I am willing to send her to daycare 4 times a day, ALTHOUGH I always fuss about it, coz ia senang lenang pergi kerja balik kerja inda payah tengok jam inda payah pikir pasal anak. PUIH. pls forgive my hormones. hormones selalu nda baik sebatah ada baby ani, lol.. mana kan inda cukup rehat. mana kan aku sorang ganya kan ingau perihal anak. makin karau utak masa ani so expect to see more cursings... urgh !
Atu weekdays lah, but bila weekends, when my hubby cuti, I expect to rest a bit and let him look after our baby. But, what did he do? He rather go out and go fishing. I know lah time puasa he didnt cast, and he even posted on facebook something like this "lama sudah nda mengail. few hours pun syukurtah - feeling stressed" - i was like...whaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...ttt
HELLO. ia sorang kali ganya stressed. aku ani inda? eh why all of a sudden it's all about my husband now? haha... oh nevermind, let me continue. yatah kan, I expect to have my rest after all I have done (9 months preggy, in labor got induced, failed induction kena buat c-section, sakitnya sampai ani terasa, beurut pun payah (i cannot go out sekati2 bila ada baby), crazy hormones, crying baby, sleepless nights, painful nipples, weight gain, and banyak lagi lah) pagi petang sibuk, malam pun sibuk, subuh jua baby bangunkan mau susu, laki2 mana paham ni, apa durang buat bila bini bangun menyusukan baby, either they are sleeping or check facebook. why not, kalau ingau kan hal ehwal bini, tanya lah, sangal kah inda, mau bantal kah inda, minta urut kah inda, sediakan minuman panas (since baby minum inda pandai beranti), make yourself useful lah! Wah marah nampak... but seriously, kalau a mother is so stressed out, esp while breastfeeding, hormone gila atu turun ke baby. Mau kamu baby kamu stress kan? Pemarah pemental pemberontak So whenever my hubby cari pasal, or make me stress when I breastfeed my baby, I keep on bezikir dalam hati "Astaghfirullah" banyak kali sampai tenang sikit, hoping that hormone gila inda banyak masuk ke badan baby. Ya Allah, if only kamu laki2 tepikir pasal ani........ You will make your wife happy especially tah masa menyusukan. Kenang jasa durang sanggup inda betidur jaga anak kamu. Guys pls if you are reading this !!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gosh before melarat I better stop typing...meluahkan sikit saja ni nyaman sikit rasa kepala. nada tempah meluahkan so sini saja lah hehe BABAI
Monday 9 May 2016
Blessed to have her...
Alhamdulillah, I had the most easiest pregnancy no complications no contractions not so much pain during labor. Alhamdulillah I am blessed to be given a child yang inda pengusut. Di ampai diam teranah nda marah. Bekamih beria also she didnt cry. Di injek skajap sja tangisnya. Only cried when she's hungry and not feeling comfy. Now that she has fever, she acts normally with more laughter and more babbling, she doesnt cry a lot. Alhamdulillah diberikan anak yang mudah diurus dan sangat2 ceria. She's a strong girl too, just like mommy. Semoga menjadi anak yang solehah lai, semoga doa ninimu agar kau menjadi seorang "hafizah" akan menjadi kenyataan aamiin. U came into our life pun selepas nini binimu berdoa depan kaabah Alhamdulillah doanya dinaikkan oleh Allah. #mayranadyaizzara #feelingemotionaltoday #alhamdulillah
Saturday 7 May 2016
When the baby is quiet, you know she's up to something...haha!
Note: We got her safety belt tighten already so that she can't move freely in her chair, it's for her safety jua
MILESTONE: Rolling Over (back to front)
MILESTONE: VERYYYYY LOOOONG BABBLING / SQUEALING
More videos of her talking but I couldnt upload due to large sizes!
MILESTONE: Mayra's First Belly Laugh
MILESTONE : Mayra's First Few Laughs / Giggles
Spotted when she was around 2 months and a half ^_^
She was surprised herself...lol
Monday 28 March 2016
Baby Mayra had eczema :(
She was on antibiotic cream for 5 days.
Tho it had improved, but doctor insisted her to continue another 5 days coz few red patches are still visible on her skin.
Tho it had improved, but doctor insisted her to continue another 5 days coz few red patches are still visible on her skin.
