2017 Updates

Fuhhh...it's been a long time! Malas nak blog coz iPhone made it so hard to get access into blogger site, unlike my Samsung dulu #sigh actually had to pay for the service, which I did try once, and at the end of the day got it uninstalled  coz it was not a user-friendly type of app. Samsung dulu free saja, and very easy to use. Kan tukar samsung balik mcm malas jua haha #theBigM

Last update was made somewhere in Nov 2016, I guess..

Alhamdulillah, Mayra is now 1 year and 9 months, a very active lil girl who loves to play slides and enjoy the water, and In sha Allah, by mid of April 2018 she will become a big sister =D coz I am now pregnant with our second baby, still 10 weeks inside the tummy.

I told her Babah to hold back, coz that time I was about to start on Atkins Diet (again! i know...) managed to shed 2.5kg in a week before I realised I was indeed few days late for my period. skali check PT, ada dua line... I had mixed feeling when I know I was pregnant:

1. Oh no....im still fat :( and Im pregnant?? mati lah I will never get a chance to slim down, like foreverrrrrr??????

2. But Im now 34 yrs old, I need more kids before I hit 40.

3. This rezeki, right here in my tummy, inda semua urang dapat merasa, not everyone is blessed to get an easy pregnancy, so why should I whine???? Giving life is far more important than losing weight, or so I thought?

coz being pregnant while you are quite BIG, selalu ada banyak complications. But alhamdulillah, when I got pregnant with Mayra, never had an issue, except aing ketuban bekurangan on week 38.

and Alhamdulillah, this pregnancy, so far semua ok, that day they made me drink Glucose since im HUGE, and a day before the test I ate chocolate and tons of ice cream, BIG TIME, pasal aku lupa besoknya ada glucose test haha...but luckily I PASSED alhamdulillah...no gestational diabetes. mudahan jauh from me..even though all my aunties uncles and both parents have diabetes.

Next scan will be on week 21. But we gonna be doing a scan arah private before week 13 for NT test. I mentioned before on my blog, this test is to check on the thickness of fluid behind the baby's neck, if it's less than 3mm then the risk of down syndrome is very minimal. I wonder why government inda buat this scan...

Supaya anak dalam kandungan ani sihat sempurna dan agar semua urusan berjalan dengan lancar aamiin...

and to those yg masih trying to conceive, I pray to Allah to give you comfort and patience, to bless you with kids in the near future, aamiin ya rabbal alamin....dont lose hope...I went through 4 miscarriages before I get to meet Mayra. pls dont lose hope...and berdoa setiap hari. the time will surely come, perancangan Allah inda pernah salah, pls remember that ladies...