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Thursday, 23 April 2015

Officialy Pregnant :D 4weeks 2days

Did the digital test this noon. Took about 2 minutes for the word "Pregnant" to appear yayyyyy........then a minute after it says "2-3 weeks" yup ! Today is my 17 dpo ! So it matched!! Yayyyyy........

Next appointment for beta test is on 27th April 2015. Second beta result will be out on 29th April 2015.

Then off for our first ultrasound once my hcg hits above 2000. Baby pls be healthy pls...

Pregnancy Test 16 dpo and 17 dpo

Top pt - 16 dpo
Botoom pt - 17 dpo

I am happy that the purple color is now more significant. Alhamdulillah Ya Allah...

Tuesday, 21 April 2015

Pregnancy Test 15dpo

Yup. Double shade from 13dpo :)

Monday, 20 April 2015

Thyroid, BETA HCG and Progesterone Result

Bloodwork done on 12 dpo (Saturday 18 April 2015)

Result is out on 14dpo (Monday morning 20 April 2015)

- TSH THYROID (from normal 1.2 rises up to 6.5 - NOT GOOD) - above 3 is abnormal

I stopped taking in Levothyroxine because I thought drinking GAIA alone will help me to fix the hormone. I was wrong. So now need to continue on a dose of 25mcg.

- BETA HSCG (18.7) yayyy I am pregnant, but doctor was not pleased because the level is too low. She was expecting to see more than 100 miu. How could it be so high at the begininng?? It was only 11/12 dpo and my ovulation was late. So i was also wondering whether the implantation occured a bit late. At first she didnt want to continue the bloodwork test, but insisted to go for an abdominal ultrasound to check whether there is a sac inside. Pfff... my hcg level is too low to detect one. Doesnt she know that in order to find a viable sac the hcg level has to be at a minimum of 1500??? Well thats what I told her!! So she asked me to check and test my urine. Went out and took a bottle from a nurse. Did the test my own before I handed over. U know what the nurse did? Since it's too faint (my cheap pt is wayyyyy more sensitive than theirs!!!!!) she labelled as NEGATIVE. This is the reason why I never need to trust the clinic wholeheartedly ! I showed her my cheap pt and the line is dark ! (Tho it doesnt really show on photo)

PROGESTERONE - no need to rant coz ittttssssss at 27.9 :D yayyy above 10 is GOOOOOODDD

Next bloodwork is on 27th April (next week!)
And they also need to monitor my TSH thyroid level after 6 weeks.

We just have to wait and see.

Pregnancy Test 14dpo, am and pm

Pink - opk
Blue - pt

The top 2 (opk and pt) were being taken at 5am

The middle (pt) taken at 10am

The bottom 2 (opk and pt) taken around 4pm.

Clearly that the opk is now getting darker and it is positive.

Somehow I trust the opk more than the pt. The opk can show you whether your hcg level has increased, which in my case, it is.

Pregnancy from 11dpo to 14dpo

Yayyy....today it gets darker way obvious...

Today my beta result will be out.
Bit nervous.
Hope this is it...

Sunday, 19 April 2015

Pregnancy Test 13 dpo

It didn't get any darker.
It gets lighter than yesterday.
Why so slow??
I am nervous to get beta result tomorrow morning and on wednesday morning whether there is progress.

Saturday, 18 April 2015

Pregnancy Test 12 dpo

Compared to test taken at 7pm last night, today it is a lil bit lighter. Yesterday evening it took 10 seconds for the line to appear. This morning (4.30am) took around 1 minute for the line to appear. Somehow it crushed my heart but I guess I tested so close into the days. Now is 12dpo. I SHOULD take the next test on 14dpo. Later will go to the clinic to check my beta. Sigh..hope this is it. But.


Another one photo which shows the opk. Opk is getting way darker today 12 dpo than on 11 dpo.

Friday, 17 April 2015

Pregnancy Test 11dpo

First image (photo adjusted so that we can see the line)
1st urine in the morning 3am
Pt and opk. Opk is dark. Pt is very faint.

Second image (no filter. Only cropping)
2nd urine in the morning 11am
Line on pt is visible

Third image (no filter) Maybe 5th or 6th urine 7pm, on the right. Line is still visible, gets a tiny bit darker

I hope this will become our first baby. Aamiin.

Thursday, 16 April 2015

Pregnancy Test 10dpo

Today is 16 April 2015
Cycle 48
12 days after Positive OPK
10 days after Ovulation

This morning I used the cheap PT as usual to check whether there's a line. Yep. Saw a very faint line within the 5 minutes frame.

So went out to buy another PT from minimart. Again I tested at work. Yep. Saw a very faint line within the 5 minutes frame.

This evening, again I tested. Still very very faint but when it dries up, the line is pretty much obvious.

I dont know. I am used to get these kinna line. I wanna see dark lines. So im gonna disregard these tests.

First image : (morning test) You cant see the lines on ohoti but you can see the lines with bare eyes

Second image : (evening test) After it dried up. Line can be seen.

Friday, 10 April 2015

Indeed, I was ovulating

Today : 10 April 2015
Cycle Day : 42

Positive OPK : 04 April 2015
Suspected Ovulation : 06 April 2015

Baby dance on 03 and 07 April 2015 because now hubby is not feeling well.

DPO : 4

I started to feel mild sore on my right ovary. Most food that I ate got no taste, I dont know why.

Oh ya....just for an update, I went to see Dr Hj Zainal again, expert of Homeopathy on Tuesday, 07 April 2015. If you read my previous blog I said I had enough of him. Thinking back, my cycle went back to 28 days after I ate his medicines, and I had a chemical pregnancy soon after, and this also happened after I started doing Atkins diet.

Refer to the links:

http://bruneittc.blogspot.com/search/label/homeopathy

http://bruneittc.blogspot.com/2014_08_01_archive.html

So I started to consume homeopathy medicines too. and Gaia. and Zinc. and Folic Acid.

So lazy to type. Bye!


Saturday, 4 April 2015

Opk today 4 april 2015

Cycle day 36
Opk is still dark..pf..pt negative

Friday, 3 April 2015

Confused. Again and again.

Today 3 april 2015
Cycle day 35

Yesterday my opk went faded at 3pm and 7pm. So i thought i was pregnant and about to miscarry.

Then strange thing happens again today. At 10am the opk was dark again. At 12.30 the color was sooo dark it almost match the color on the control line. My pelvic now is a bit sore and numb huhu... i guess im just ovulating. Luckily we managed to catch up last night. Err...

Thursday, 2 April 2015

Creamy lumpy mucus that I have right now

It says i am not in my fertile phase.
But my opk is near to positive.
What exactly is going on?

Confused. Still.

Today 2 Apr 2015
Cycle day 34

Opk is getting darker today eventhough I drank a lotttttttt of water. And i got this creamy globby white discharge everytime i pee. Hm. Pt is still negative. Is my body gearing up for ovulation orrrr am i pregnant? Im so nervous now...

Tuesday, 31 March 2015

Dark opk when period is due

Last day of mensus - 28 Feb 2015
Today - 31 Mar 2015
Cycle Day - 32

I got my egg white cervical mucis on day 16-18. Now on day 32 I got some of em too.
My Opk is also dark, near to positive.
First PT, a very very very very faded line appears outside the window time frame but it doesnt show on the image.

Image - pink is an opk, blue being a PT.

Boobs are slightly sore for a few seconds, on and off. I am so confused. Im getting another LH surge. Am I about to ovulate? Or the opk can already register HCG in my system??

On Saturday morning before I sent my parents to the airport for their Umrah, I dreamt I saw a baby boy named Haiqal in blue romp. I even breastfed him in my drem. But funny thing is that, theres a hose where the milk flows from my nipples into his inner part of his body (betabuk hos). Based from my google research, it's not a good thing. Em... I will test again tomorrow morning.

Monday, 16 March 2015

Mensus and updates

January 2015 - on the 19th, normal period

February 2015 - on the 28th, only lasted for 2 days, quite heavy.

March 2015 - I wish to get a BFP.

That day we cancelled our IUI, spent more than 1k already before started the real procedure.
Started on GAIA DOUBLE STEM CELL DRINK last month, so many good comments so I am giving this a try. I am not gonna try anything else in the future, I am relying, putting my life on this magic drink. Along with that, I have eaten 1 bottle of GAIA chew and glow. It made my skin FAIRER, i am not kidding. But I stopped coz to get a fairer skin is not my first priority. Furthermore, itsssss exxpenssiveeeee.... not as expensive as ELmarino lah, but yeah, stil expensiiiiveeee. Read more about GAIA to know its benefits. Im in love with it causeeee 'my hubby loves it!' if you know what I mean *wink* *wink*

I went to see babu sinaut for a routine massage. My uterus again tilted to the left. I remember that day I got an ankle sprain after I tripped, so I guess that was the reason why. Erm..according to her, if the uterus always tilted to the left, it means that I have a high chance to get a baby girl. I dont mind tho, boy or girl, as long as I have one, I am more than happy!

Now, I am on GAIA two sachets a day, morning and evening. On folic acid and zinc (just started). I notice after I started eating my zinc, my hair gets really thick and healthy. My nail grows so fast I have to trim it once a week. My skin also has improved. I am not sure whether all these progress came from the zinc or GAIA tho..

Hubby is now on zinc and folic acid.
Now I am on cycle day 17. I can feel the cramps already. Oh yeah, I forgot to add, I also started taking in EPO (evening primrose oil). But only took it for 3 days, because I am not sure when I am ovulating. If you are trying to conceive and on EPO, do not take EPO after your ovulation. It may cause uterus contraction, and can cause early missed miscarriage.

I hope this is the month :( :) huhu......


Saturday, 27 December 2014

1st IUI journal and pricing

22.12.2014
IUI $450
Semen analysis $80
His quantity and quality dropped
Motility maintains at borderline 60%
Morphology improved from 80 to 85%
22.12.2014
Wifey ubat $130
-clomid
-decan
-metformin 2000mg daily
Hubby ubat $240
-clomid
-melvinum
-migrate q10
27.12.2014
Puregon injection 130mcg $220
31.12.2014
Monitor follicles via ultrasound $30
Right follicle 1.1cm
Left follicle 1.0cm
Still need to get puregon shot 180mcg $220
Vagina insert pill $25
02.01.2015
Monitor follicles via vaginal ultrasound
Didnt come, because I started using vagina pill a bit late
06.01.2015
Assigned for IUI, but didnt come coz no money left LOL =p
and I have no idea hows my follicles are right now.
and I have no idea when I ovulate.
and I have no intention to have sex.
I feel so useless :)
hehe bye

Thursday, 25 December 2014

IUI #1

Just finished my period i am now on day 4.
Yup....we opt to do IUI this cycle :)
Hubby's semen analysis result turns out great eventhough his sperm count decreased to 65million from 270million. His motility is at a borderline, 60%. And his morphology shows an improvement from 80 to 85%.
This cycle my dose for metformin has been increased from 500mg to 2000mg. Clomid ane decan as usual. On the 27th will get my injection not sure what kind of injection that is. Today my plan is to berurut arah babu hjh masna. But she ia yet to reply my msgs.
I dont know. I guess this is the best for us. If the first IUI does not bring any success then we gonna continue until 5 attempts before we proceed to ivf.
Oh yea, we are gonna do IUI with dr avinash from lee clinic. Costs us more than $1k already hehe but hopefully it is worth it!
In sha Allah!

Sunday, 30 November 2014

Updates

Sorry for the long absent.
Here's the update:
I AM NOT PREGNANT YET.
hehe but Im cool.
Went to see babu hjh masnah and i was beibg told that my uterus was tilted to the right. This is caused by my previous miscarriages.
Now it's back to its normal position so we are hoping for the best to occur :D
Oh yea...Allah is the best of planners.
The teachers are now enjoying their sweet holidays for about a month plus.
If i happen to conceive this month then i get to enjoy my morning sickness on my bed for the entire month. Ahaha dreaming.
Oh well...we shall see.
Chow!

Tuesday, 14 October 2014

Not even pregnant lol

After my weird cycle, i finally saw a tint of bloody discharge this evening. FUCK :) heheheheheh ahahshahHh

Im gonna do re-induction again after this, need to lose more weight. This time, to protect and improve my immune system, im gonna take in Spirulina from Elken, drink more water and  sleep well (yea right..)

Atkins, here we go again!

Update: I dint do Atkins and didnt eat spirulina. k bye.

Sunday, 28 September 2014

I am so depressed

For not having a baby yet

Wednesday, 24 September 2014

pissed off haha

Ok. This cycle is a bit weird.
1) I dreamed of holding my baby Maria. so many realistic BFPs in my dreams
2) OPKs were dark, but no progress to becoming a positive
3) Pelvic pressure
4) bleeding and spotting (maybe because I cough too hard)
5) bleeding after sex (WTH??)

so i went to the emergency. They checked urine PT. Negative. They checked my blood for HCG. Still Negative. Fuck my body! For the previous 2 months I got back my regular periods (28 days) but this month is a heck! My OPKs are running out and no positive yet. DAMN girl !!! It's been 2 weeks tho since I had my fever, sore throat, flu and cough. Maybe this is what causing the delay !!! MAYBE JUST MAYBE !!!!!!!!! Stopped using FURMON. My next effort is to consume PURE HONEY I bought from my mum. and im gonna drink TONS of coffee after this. I didnt end up being pregnant when I stopped my caffeine intake. I know so many ppl who drank so much coffee and they are heavy smokers as well, but hell they can get pregnant SO EASILY. Not Fair!!!!!!! eVEN low carbs diet made me SICK like shit !

It has been 2 years and 3 months already. AND we are still waiting !@@!!WZ21p2345G6W3764U

Friday, 19 September 2014

Cycle Day 22

Still having my sore throat, flu, bad cough, bit of fever, headache and bit of toothache (or shall i say gumache)

Yesterday : cycle day 22
Today : cycle day 23

After i coughed my organs out yesterday i noticed a brown discharge which was too early for a period, too early for an implantation bleeding and too weird to hv it as an ovulation bleeding because i never got this before.

So i googled, most of them said and found out that they were pregnant.

If i recall, yes my previous cycle was from hell. Positive hpt before period and after period.

Then last nigt at around 8.30pm i tested for opk, and it was dark! Not dark enough for a positive but it's almost positive!

This is very confusing.....why do i get a positive opk and spotting on the same day?...why??

Saturday, 13 September 2014

Cycle Day 17

No positive opk yet. Pf..

I caught a flu wet cough and a sorethroat yesterday. My wisdom tooth was really bothering as well.

So this morning i went to the dentist to get it extracted. My god...after the pull out and when thr anesthetic wore out, i caught a fever as well. Ate an icecream to deal with the throbbing pain, it worked temporarily but my throat would not thank me.

God knows how i feel. Checked temperature tonight, and it went up to 38.87!! Bear in mind what normal for me is 35.5!

So as usual, im using detox foot patch to reduce the heat by tmorrow. I rub vicks on my chest and throat. I drank hurix flucough. I drank many water so that i could feel better tomorrow. My throat is killing me!

No positive opk yet. I am so confused #cry